Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday to my Lovely Bestfriend!!!!!!!!

another year older I hope you don't feel too old today :D

Unmotivated

It seems like a long time since I updated this thing. Recently I have been unmotivated by what life brings me each day, unable or rather not wanting to make anything but sit and complain about how I have no motivation to create anything therefore my excuse is justified. Though it is easier to sit around and say I have no motivation to create anything, this is only because the effort into getting up and do something, even if it is just anything takes a hundred times more power within myself to have effort into creating something I like. Usually when I know I am about to make something I do not like (which is nearly all the time) I don't bother whether or not the outcome, it has not been created. I have not yet learn to be confident within my work which makes it hard for me to work at all. Finding ideas and inspiration from other artists only draws me in a circle of the question "is my work ever gone to get better?" this question I sometimes doubt, can it be possible to do something in reality if it started as a dream?

"abstract landscape, 2009. 21.7 x 29.8"

This is a painting I did about a month ago for one of my painting classes. I quite like it actually, the contrast between the background and the lines just seem right. It was one of those paintings that was force, as awful as it sounds, I was running out of ideas not knowing what to paint i just painted on with whatever colour I still had left on my palette. Remembering a painting I had saw early in an art magazine I am subscribed to I followed the techniques of what I thought the painting used. Which produced the ending result of this abstract/landscape painting.